I heard each word
I read it
I whispered them to myself
Over and over
And each time a piece of my heart broke off
Why did I do something stupid?
I hurt you
And I can never take it back
I only wish you could see how sorry I am
But I am afraid that my demeanor seems too happy.
And not bothered by your cold glances
But just so you know
I made myself cry.
I made myself into something that deserves no name
A worthless creature
With no mind
Only a half beating heart that's cold to the touch
And the only thing that I can say is