I heard each word

I read it

I whispered them to myself

Over and over

And each time a piece of my heart broke off

Why did I do something stupid?

So idiotic

I hurt you

And I can never take it back

I only wish you could see how sorry I am

But I am afraid that my demeanor seems too happy.

And not bothered by your cold glances

But just so you know

I made myself cry.

I made myself into something that deserves no name

A worthless creature

With no mind

No soul

Only a half beating heart that's cold to the touch

And the only thing that I can say is

I'm sorry.