I miss seeing your face

looking in your eyes

and knowing you see me

I miss hearing your laugh

and breathing your smooth scent

I miss your hugs

so comforting on a bad day

I miss knowing you'll be there for me

whenever I may need you

I miss the certainty of our friendship

as it was when you were here

I miss the days when these uncertainties were diminished

and I knew our friendship

was not just a burden

I miss

not missing you.