(mistake)

don't remind me
I've hurt myself enough for it;
already drowned in my tears

(mistake)

don't remind me
I already slapped myself in the face
and purged my red face with cold water

(mistake)

don't remind me
the loathe has already dried up my skin
I can't stand myself for my mistakes
I can't stand myself for everything
((that happened))

(mistake)

stop coughing
I already have your disease
((and you know it's killing me))

(mistake)

don't remind me
every painted morning reminds me
((sunsets scream louder than you))
my sleep is already being polluted
and dreams no longer taste so sweet.

(mistake)

please, don't remind me.