in the car again
every turn I make,
every street I pass—
My heart belies my sense.
every turn of the wheel
my memories erupt
and I find myself wondering
if the same happens for you
Do you lie in bed and think of me?
Do you ever find tears lilting off your cheeks
and wish I was there?
Every time I see you,
I want to murder you
But every time I think of you,
I long for your embrace
I'd never believed it was possible to hate and love all at once
I'd never believed
I could ever have hated
I know you don't deserve my affection
After all that has happened
I should hate you just as much as I say I do
when I drive along these empty, starlit streets,
do I find myself searching for your car with a nervous heart,
wishing you would do the same for me?