I Can't

My thoughts flying all around

Terror of when they lay her in the ground

So many things I want to say

But my thoughts only stray

They say it's my duty as a writer

Yet this night keeps getting lighter

And the only thing on paper is my stress

Trying not to look at tomorrow's black dress

I don't want it to be today

I go to the ceremony with only this to say

I can't say goodbye

Because to me she will never die