I've fallen down a hole,
a hole that has no end.
It only took one false step,
yet my whole body collapsed,
and fell through the inky blackness.
And as I look above me,
I see the circle of light and sky continue to shrink,
until it is gone entirely,
and I can see nothing,
But I don't feel nothing.
I feel too much,
I am surrounded in emotion and soaked in expression,
and as I fall,
memories of life fill me,
and I struggle to make sense of it all.
I am tangled,
in memories of words and actions.
I am trapped,
by my indecision to do anything about it.
because I can't make the decision for my own good,
because its so damn hard.
And I don't want to let go,
but I'm afraid I have to,
a fear so paralyzing,
that in the end I haven't really done anything.
A fair generalization of my life.