Experience has taught me and love has told me
That I have cultivated an obsessive and addictive personality.
Yet through tears of blood and by the sweat of my soul
I have existed through nine years of depressing sobriety.
An almost decade of resisting the urge
To throw myself head first into the desires of my mind.
I complacenty sat through the many years of sanity
Only to turn to insanity and find
Life. Yes, this is my name and I am an alcoholic
I am the drugee with an addiction and quite the affinity
For you, the drop of liquor that I have been denied.
Embracing a relapse feels like God. I taste the trinity.
You, You and You.
I love you.
I can't help it.