Author's Note: a song written for a friend at her request. hope you enjoy it.


Just Because I Cry Doesn't Mean I'm Not Strong

It's so cold, this place I've never been,
but I can still cry and these tears burn, burn with the truth
And I know I'm six feet under, but boy my heads held high
Cause you never could rob me of my pride.

Breakdown, but I'm not breaking down
I might cry but I'm not weak
this situation is the sea
and I'm in too deep
I'm in too deep…

Three years and now I'm sitting here
and I know you never did give a damn
but I still cried, cried for you
and you walked away with my great little story
of a mess of a girl with the nerve to adore you

Breakdown, but I'm not breaking down
I might cry but I'm not weak
this situation is the sea
and I'm in too deep
Oh I'm in too deep…

I miss you're voice on the phone
And the way you hold me so I'm not alone
But you can't keep playing with my mind
Tonight this game gets left behind
So baby don't you come here praying on you're knees
cause you know I'm one to believe
Some things just aren't meant to be fixed
And this is beyond repair,
(we're beyond repair)

Breakdown, but I'm not breaking down,
I might cry but I'm not weak
this situation is the sea
and I'm in too deep..

It's a cold, cold place I've been.
Six feet under, but I can see the sun still shines
and my head is held high.