Okay. I am soooo sorry. I've been so busy with History Fair, Science Fair, and all the CAPS we have. This doesn't even put my problems with my idiotic grades because I messed up on ONE algebra quiz. guh...i think i've ruined my poor GPA without even realising it. There goes my 5.0 ambition. TTTT

but anyways, those are just stupid excuses. my real excuse is that I'm really unhappy with how this is going. I don't like thr start and it's only now that I've realised that I'm an idiot and have done the one thing that i despise. I hate it when books or stories just keep going on and on and on without actually getting to the plot at all. yuck. and yet I realise that I've done that exact same thing. So, I profusely apologize. This is taking me a lot of time to work up the courage to actually decide this, but I've decided to redo the start. I'll probably take out quite a bit (to the great dismay of my friend Sameen, who I haven't told yet...sorry Sameen) I'm so sorry for wasting your time with this terrible story and sorry to those who like it. I just keep finding myself thinking, "I should probably write some more today...eh. I don't want to. It's crappy anyways." Another one of my pet peeves is when authors get to at least 5 chapters or so and then say that they're redoing it and editing it and all. But now I understand what they mean and I hope you will too. I'll put a note on here when I have the 1st chapter up. I'm so sorry. You have no clue how bad I feel about this, but it's something that needs to be done if I'm ever going to get rid of this terrible writer's block. I'm sorry.

Also, sorry for putting an author's note...i just seem to keep doing the very thing that I don't like. TT gomen nasai!

heh heh...another reason i'm rewriting this is because one of my goals in life is to surpass my brother and make him realise it. Right now, he's skipped like 4 math grades and I really don't want to do that. I probably could if I tried, but I don't want to ruin my beautiful middle and high school years. He just thinks he's all that and that I'm the most stupid person in the universe. I know I'm better than him in many things the same way he's better than me in other things, but I just want to make him realise that. So if this is my first mini-novel thingy, I want it to be good. I want it to be so good that he'll just shut up and go sulk because for once, I surpassed him in something.

I'm sorry if I put any of you off of reading this now. TT It just has to be done.