1I wonder if there is a word for
being scared of goodbye.
That empty lonely feeling
of looking back to all the people that I new.
Leaving them, it broke my heart.
I wanted time to stay frozen like that
is the most painful
When all that you have known
dissolves into the world.
A long time ago
It never occurred to me,
what would happen when all of this was over.
When the sand ran out
could we turn the hourglass over?
That sand didn't last
and the hands on the clock
spun two quickly.
The world spun two quickly,
making the sun go down.
Once upon a time I asked my self
What was the point to the sunrise
if the sun would only set again.
That feeling of loneliness
can I overcome it?
It is ruining me.
I can't destroy it,
I can only forget about it,
Because photographs and letters fade and
memories do too.
The only way to let these feelings survive
is to remake them again and again.
With each step.
There is a word for being scared of goodbye:
fear, happiness, bliss