Strangeness

Something pounds inside me,

a feeling I can't comprehend.

I used to be calm and collected.

Now its different.

I sit here in my room,

my goal in the mind,

yet I am gone.

Thoughts flying through my mind,

If...

Maybe...

Hopefully...

Maybe not...

If not...

Concentration has left me.

Irritation has come.

What is this? I can't comprehend.

Time stands still until the day to come.

Time will tell, but yet I can't wait.

What is this pounding feeling?

Why does it make me feel crazy?

- Yuki (22.10.07)