How can so much pleasure

Bring so much pain

Leaving me feeling so unsure

Not knowing how to explain

How can the touch of his hand

The feel of his kiss

Leave me to wish

For things I can't understand

Like why he's so free

To say he loves me

But so quick to mistrust

Not giving a chance to us

Leaving me no other choice

But to know there is no hope

Becuase how can there an us

If there is no trust

Now all my decisions are not just for me

But for my child to be

For how can one who's to guide

Stay with someone who lets their temper decide

I love my baby enough

To make my choices count

By not letting it see

Someone mistreat me