1-31-02

My Battle

I lie in bed some nights

Thinking of my old and new plights

Wondering if I will ever get any sleep

Or if the pain i carry

Will ever leave

But time they say is all it takes

But i hope for sanity's sake

It will not take long

I go on everyday acting as if i belong

Even though i feel like i don't

But no one seems to notice

Because to them my problems are somethign to ignore

But what they don't know

Is that inside of me there is a battle going on

But in time one day it will gone

Then I will be close to new again

And wiser then before

So I don't care what people might say

Or even that they think i am a bore