6-19-04

Goodbye

We said good bye before

Only for a week or two no more

But now I have to except my fate

Which I've learned to hate

For I never expected to feel this way

But every since I seen you that day

And heard your voice

I never really had a choice

And since that day

You owned me in everyway

Owning not just my heart

But my body, soul and every part

And by never telling you

I was giving you my protection

From all I was going through

And myself from stigma of rejection

For I was scared of ruinning the friendship we shared

By letting you know how I really cared

I tried to find a way to hate you

But thier wasn't a way to

But now even though you know

There's nowhere for us to go

For fate, has deemed it to late

Leaving me to say goodbye, to how I feel inside