We've grown apart.
I need to accept that.
It hurts.
It burns.
It stings.
I want to cry when I think of it.
But it's the truth.
Last year, we got closer because we were both hurt.
But now it's not the same.
I don't hurt anymore.
I love him.
But you're still hurting
(still crying on the inside & wishing for something to happen)
while I'm happy.
I feel my heart skip a beat every time I see (Devon)
while you must feel your heart sink when you see (Ryan).
I don't deserve (Devon)
and (Ryan) should have told you the truth from the start.
But we're best friends (forever)

I think we both need to accept that although
could mean
we are
we were
we have the power to decide what it'll be.