Waking Up

I remember the hardest part of waking up

I remember giving up and going nuts

I remember that one time

That one night

Getting drunk off the blood

With my tongue to the vein

I remember several things even less sane

And it shocks me every day

That I still think this way

Amazed at every day

That it wasn't just a phase

This isn't just a phase

I remember "This can't be happening!"

I remember never eating anything

And I remember to this very day

The way they all still say

The world we live in's fake

And it still drives me insane

It shocks me every day

That I still feel this way

That it wasn't just a phase

This isn't just a phase

This is not a phase