You make me smile but it hurts my heart to think of what could've been
Because for now I'm sitting alone in a place not lit but dim
But to the depths of my heart I'll store this sadness away, and
These words I hope you'll take to heart and do everything but skim
My heart, it aches, but my smile, it feigns
For I don't want to let you in
anymore than you already have been

And as I'm looking out this window I cannot help but smile
As rain falls freely from the dark overhead that is the night sky
But from the depths of my heart my memories sadly arise, when
I wish I could rejoice in the joy of past times just for a while
My heart, it aches, but my smile, it feigns
What to say when all I say is a lie
for all I really want anymore is to cry

Noticing the pain in my smile that feigns when you send me a grin in the hall
Do you?; Will you?; Would you?; Could you ponder to change your mind at all?
But to the depths of my heart I'll store my curiosity away, and
Attempt to forget you, and, like those I admire, pick myself up from where I've fallen
My heart, it aches, but my smile, it feigns and
So though it's you that I may be without
I can't ignore my heart's unwavering doubt

When I say I don't know what I'm feeling in both head and heart
It's not exactly all you think, or that my life is falling apart
But from the depths of my heart I have to force myself to say, when
There is nothing more I could wish for than for us to go back to the start
My heart, it aches, but my smile, it feigns
For this situation there's not a thing I can think of to do
Because the person I always used to go to was you