This isn't a Joke

by, Cassandra

Was it worth lying to my face? Did it make you feel better to see me cry? Would you do it again and again? Is this how you treat a friend? (you laugh like the pain written across my face is some kind of joke.) Is this how you treat a friend? Would you do it again and again? Did it make you feel better to see me cry? Was it worth lying to my face?

I think, in light of this new information, I'd rather be a disappointment to you. Because if this is what it takes to get you to smile at me... then I don't think it's worth it.

It never is, you know.

So, keep laughing. I'm so far gone.

And you were never worth it anyway.