How Horrible Am I?

How horrible is it

That I laugh as others cry

I grin as others mourn

How horrible am I?

Typically I go to school

Emotionless I am

But see, you're dead

Shouldn't I be sad?

Shouldn't I mourn?

Cry or at least frown

But I don't

I laugh

I smile

How horrible am I?

Sit in class

Never doing anything

Out of place

Something

When someone notices

So when I go

When I die

Not a single soul will know

And not a single soul

Will mourn