In accordance with my nature
I'd rather not mature
Fun is the first sacrifice
From the weighty decision to breathe
Count myself lucky that my growth is stunted
And my breath is staggered

Hold your breath
Until we dance this world away
Turning blue with dialated pupils
My biggest mistake could mean my freedom

Sit in the only sunny spot on the beach
Lament on the heat and see no pleasure
Find the bore in every room
Cry when you find its you

Hold your breath while you kiss me
Until we fuck this world away
Turning blue with sweaty brows
My biggest pleasure could mean my undoing

To admit I'm broken begs the question
Will you be able to love me when I'm fixed?
Wishing upon stars gave me slivers of hope and sanity
On the day I lose both, must I surrender all?
In the event I'm left dry to grin and bare it
Can you ensure I'll be given fun to sacrifice?

Stop turning your feet
Any closer and you're staying the night
Hold your breath while I kiss your body
Dig you nails in and stratch while I hold you tight
Hold your breath while I spoon my heart out
Until we drown this world away
Turning blue with an emptiness inside
My biggest failure could mean my success

I count myself lucky that my hope is dulled
And my breath is staggered at best