I had a thousand dreams last night,

at one point the love of my life, my other life,

called me and accused me of hurting his sister.

He does not really have one...

at the time, in my dream, I was at work.

There were a lot of people there, and my coworkers were fighting,

I asked him if I could call him back.

I woke up before I could...

I said goodbye to people I never got a chance to say goodbye to...

goodbye to the people I will never see again...I'm sorry.

Something scared me as well, when I woke up,

I had that fear, the one that makes you want to curl up under your covers and hope it passes.

I can't be sure but I think...I think I lost something very important...