Lord, I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the word and I shall be healed.

So here I am again,
in a questionable situation
trying to find the "right" way out.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Torn between two friends,
I don't know where to turn,
when I seem to have already gone down every possible road.

I wish I had a bridge over my troubled waters.

I thought this was my cross to bear,
but now it seems we're sharing it
on weak and wounded shoulders.

Why are we leading each other to our deaths?

Now there is someone else with me in this
but somehow I'm afraid she'll cast me aside too.

I've always been the castaway loner.

It scares me to not know where to turn//
where to go//
how to breathe.

I'm asphyxiating.


Resurrect me.

a/n: And in the Lord Jesus Christ, the only-begotten son of the Father; God of god, light of light, true god of true god; begotten, not made; One in being with the Father, through him all things were made. Who, for us men and our salvation, came down from Heaven; born of the Virgin Mary and became man; suffered under Pontius Pilate; crucified, died, and was buried; on the third day, he rose again, in fulfillment of the scripture; he ascended into Heaven and is seated at the right had of the Father; he will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead; whose kingdom will have no end.