understand

yesterday;
gentle virile hands met
feminine shoulders
and a whisper
caressed my ears
in a foreign-
and yet, oh-so-familiar
greeting;
did you know
you left my heart racing?
but yet today,
you grew cold
no warmth; no smile
only genuine icy eyes
because i'm not who you want;
what you expect
i serve as disappointment;
a pawn upon your checkerboard
use me as you please
but still i won't complain
did you know
you make me pathetic?

and you know me;
my habits and my thoughts
you accept me;
my opinions and my traits
just simply me
but-
you don't see me
and you don't understand
did you know
you make me love you?