What if you came to find me one day
and saw me lying still at my desk?
My cheeks all gone of red and colour
my lips devoid of breath?
Would you hold the hand, you never held
and beg me not to go?
Would you wish life upon my wretched frame
instead of these limbs so cold?
Would you look at those tepid, closing eyes
with pity in your chest?
For a person you thought you always knew
so wrought with anger and distress?
And once the sorrow fled your heart
would you go on to feel?
Would you go on to laugh and love
while I became less real?
Oh close your grief, oh life-ful one
once again, turn your remorse to bliss
It's not the sleep of death I sleep
but the sleep of unhappiness