Tuesday night is when the whole thing started
Went out all day and explored the uncharted
Fell in love and fell out just as quick
It hurt so bad it made me sick
Didn't hear from her for many years
Until one day she called me up for a couple of beers
We talked about all the good times we have had
She told me the good and she told me the bad
Then she told me something of much surprise
As she spoke the tears welled up in her eyes
It all happened that fateful night so many years ago
The night we drank and smoked and did a lot of blow
In all those mistakes something magical befell
Some thing joyous it was if I was hearing bells
We had made a baby boy that day
I heard the news and I did not want to run away
All I wanted to do was hear him laugh and play and sing
I wanted to make him feel like a king
So many years had pass without me knowing
And my love was suddenly growing
Is he smart or strong, does he have my eyes
I am so excited as if I won first prize
But my joy did not last long
She told me that something was wrong
My boy was about to die
And no matter how hard the doctors tried
They could not heal his broken heart
And I knew that I could play my part
If he could have my heart he would live
But they will not take what is mine to give
It can only be his if I was dead
So tonight before I go to bed
I will take a handful of pills
They will find my body lying very still
I will make sure they give my heart to my son
So he can live on for years having fun
I am not sad that my life will end tonight
There is no worry there is no fright
There is no death for me this eve
For I will always be with my son, that's what I believe