shaping a melody in the curves of my mind,
acid rain eroding
corroding my façade
the clouds still smother the sky
and my longing is a soft collision of star and heart-flesh exploding.
supernovas in the dark, empty expanse.
i wasn't asleep, but
i was dreaming.
she said she wished it were different
but i knew the impact of pain would always be the same
it was dreamt
spiderwebs weaving rainstorms in the absence of one's soul
she said it was empty and grey, this feeling.
wide awake, falling in
sequences molded for no escape.
illusions fabricated by the heart and the mind, agree to disagree
and never again would i be the same.
the dreams evolved into monsters that caged me and murdered my sanity.
set me free,
let me bleed.