they're right on the e.d.g.e.
& so close to f a l l i n g
over.

i don't know what to do now.
abouttocry&wantingpain.

(FLASHBACK: cold metal touching my skin, my eyes rolling slightly back but focusing on the blade, my muscles tightening, spinning out of control, sliding straight through the layers)

a week.
an entire week,
& it was me that caused this.

(RELIVING: "is something wrong?" he asked but i couldn't give him a reply, i don't know what to say & now i'm really going to feel it)

day after day,
night after night,
breath after breath,
life before death.

"how will i be able to survive without"
& it echoes in my mind
without.
without.
with out.
w i t h o u t.
w . i . t . h . o . u . t .

w
i
t
h
o
u
t
h
i
m
?

a/n: No phone. No computer.
Study hall, ag, lunch.
That's it.

a/n: About the formatting
All lines, stanzas, etcs., containted within parentheses were in squiggly brackets in the original document. As you have probably already figured out, FP kind of sucks when it comes to brackets. Also, the words "Flashback" and "Reliving" should be smaller than they are, the words in italics following should be in a different font, and the last stanza is in a different font as well.