not your typical valentine

it was valentine's day
and you were with me;
we stood together
until the sun faded behind us
sharing our past;
our dreams; our everything
while my fingers grew numb
and my backpack heavy,
but i dare not drop it;
lest it breaks our moment,
if it could be considered as such-

i knew it was wrong
but goddamnit,
you make it so easy
for me to fall for you;
and you saw through me-
past my barrier and into
my deepest concerns
just as you normally do
and you knew; you just knew
so you offered yourself to me-
whenever and wherever,
you will be my support.

and this is why i can't forget you.
you should have just gone home,
((your girlfriend was waiting.))