i want to be different
not the same as them
people who shoot hearts & die in chunks everyday.
i want to believe in something
to believe I'm worth it

that after all these bad days
there will be something to live for
reasons to smile
reasons to change the world

and they don't believe in me
telling me 'its impossible to change the world'
its kills me a bit inside

i trace their departures into the back
of my heart, eteching promises
to never be like them. ever.