A/N: Since I write so many songs during class, I decided to make this a collection. Yeah, yeah, I know - I should pay attention. But sometimes you can't help yourself, especially if you're a dreamy writer and your mind is always wandering. What can I say, boredom is my inspiration.
Also note that most of these will probably be written during 20th Century Europe. Old, droning professor with a bad combover plus a natural disinterest in history courses...you do the math.
Illusion
Whenever I smile
Laugh so hard I cry
Give the impression I'm
So happy inside
It's all an illusion
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Whenever I walk
On down the street
Swinging my hips and
Tapping my feet
It's all an illusion
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Whenever I trick you
Into believing that I believe in myself
Don't feel bad 'cause
Sometimes it even works on me
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But it's all an illusion
Like a clever card trick
Or a magician's routine
It's all an illusion
What you see is a
Well-constructed side of me
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Because not too far down deep inside
I'm torn by my fears and doubts
And while I keep up my mask that lets me hide
Sometimes I want to shout
It's all an illusion
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Whenever I let myself forget
And put away my insecurities
Sometimes I'll really feel
I'm living in a fantasy
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Whenever I find myself gone that far
I'll look at my future and
See that it isn't settled at all
That's when I'll put back up the smoke and mirrors
Remember that illusion
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So sometimes you'll get to see the real me
But after one glimpse
You'll realize that
You tend to prefer…
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What you've learned is an illusion
Like a clever card trick
Or a magician's routine
It's all an illusion
What you see is a
Well-constructed side of me
-
Because not too far down deep inside
I'm torn by my fears and doubts
And while I keep up my mask that lets me hide
Sometimes I want to shout
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It's alll an illusion