Purgatory

A deep lustful hunger,
It beckons for your call.

I will not wait any longer,
Living in morbid fantasy's thrall.

Give me back my dignity,
Give me back my soul.

These tears that I am shedding,
They shouldn't stain me anymore.

I'm lying. (Why?)
Because that's all I know how to do.

I wish that instead of this,
You would see that I am trying.

The future is hazy,
There are wolves at my door.

But I'd rather sit right here,
Then see what is in store.

You shake me and taunt me,
You teach me trial and error.

You haven't listened to a word I've said,
You give into the unfair.

I'm dying. (Why?)
Because that's all I know how to do.

But then her hair falls over her face,
And everything falls into place.

Have you ever been to this abode,
Where no one else has ever been?

You look over at me,
But I cannot see you.

You are just a whisper now,
Hollow and see-through.

Am I frying? (Why?)
There is no more room in this underworld.

There are no more words left; no more time.