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PROLOG:
Finally, finally the night came and I was all alone. Trying to figure out; trying to catch what I've just found.
Suddenly, he appeared before me, then I closed my eyes, still not knowing who he was
Once I knew, he was the one; I've ever heard but never seen. I've ever seen but never touched.
Now I had. I had seen him even touched him. Even, felt him.
CHAPTER I : RENDEZVOUS
"My gosh! It's hot!" I rolled over on the couch, couldn't endure what's going on with the weather, it feels like the world became so damn boring, "I feel so terribly starving for fun," I told my mom who was sitting on the other coach in our big living-room. No one's there, only two of us and that will always be like that. We were doing our Sunday's ritual: watching TV – nope, right now I'm the only one who is watching it; she looked so busy searching many recipes on her cook-book and was totally unaware about what I was grumbling about.
"So, why don't you hang out with your friends, Aa-chan?" My mom replied calmly. My mom is a very busy person during a day time, she's a single parent and only has me as her beloved son (Oh, hell yeah!). She works as a local-bank manager and has to do meetings everyday. So, the only days I can catch up with her mostly is only on Sundays, just like today. At this time I'd rather to accompany my mom than spend my time with my friends. Well, you may say it is kinda a mother-complex syndrome, I suppose.
Okay, I haven't introduced myself properly, sorry. I'm Akira, a boy who after few days will reach his 21st birthday. I wonder will I celebrate it, it's normal for guy, huh? To have his 21st birthday party? And I'm still a virgin too.
Oh, forget it and let me repeat how I feel right now, today is the most horrible day and I realized I have to find something to do or I'll sink deadly into this dreadfully boring world. I have never felt like this before and really wonder why I do now?
"Well, what do you want, honey?" Suddenly my mom asked me while still paying the biggest part of her attention to that thick white book. She glanced at me, and continued with reading the book, I guess she has found something good to cook, "The weather's so hot, then why don't you go to have a meal?"
"Meal?" I replied.
"Some donuts would would be great," She smiled at me.
"Ah, yeah!" I shouted joyfully, "We have eaten all our sweets" I totally forgot that I've eaten all the remaining chocolate cookies while was watching the football-league game last night (and that I also felt asleep and in the end didn't know who has won, tsk).
"Then go and buy them, your mommy wants some too," She laughed.
"Well, just wait for me then, mom!!" I jumped out from the couch and simply walked taking my jacket; wondering why I haven't come with this idea earlier. But, well yeah, it can't be helped since I always love to accompany my mom for everything she does.
"Do you have enough money, honey? You can take some from my wallet over there," She offered me, Oh mom; I love the way you spoil me. I nodded contentedly.
0oooo0
It is the summer's afternoon and it is terribly HOT! And with every second the weather gets hotter and hotter, because of the heat somehow I started to imagine that it would be cool if everyone just would give up and become just simply nude. I grinned over my naughty thoughts while taking my path through the streets, not knowing where to take my feet – though my mom just asked me to go to the nearest Donut's café, I guess I wanted more. I don't know why but I just simply walked through the streets and enjoyed my lonesome among the crowd, still unable to figure out what was the thing that I was really seeking for –not meaning donuts.
And it was the time when everything has begun. Unexpectedly, he showed up. Firstly, I noticed him when he was standing at the corner of the street. Just standing straight and there, doing nothing – as if he was waiting for someone. Suddenly, he smiled softly noticing I was looking at him curiously, just like inviting me to get closer to him. Was he?
I tried to make up my mind immediately, oh, well, he probably smiled to others. How can I be so overconfident? I tried to ignore all the mixed feelings within me. Again, I looked at him secretly noticing that he was still starring at me! That was annoying!
I kept walking, and when I was passing him by, tried not to care about him. But, his smile was really tormented. And I couldn't help but turn around looking at him. My bad.
"What's wrong?" Oh-My-God, was it his voice? Did he talk to me? Did he just ask me about something? This is bad, I really didn't know what to say or do.
"Eh?" I turned my face and suddenly, I looked at him staring straight at me, "Sorry?" I could see his blue eyes clearly now, and also his semi dark-brown hair that looked brighter because of the sun
"I'm Ren," he introduced himself.
I looked at him suspiciously. Weird. A boy who suddenly comes and introduces himself directly is a totally weird regardless of his appearance.
Come to realize, he was more than extraordinary person, he wore an expensive white shirt (I noticed it cause I've even seen it displayed in one of my favorite boutique, but unluckily I was too late and couldn't purchase it on time!), he simply left the three upper buttons remained unbuttoned so I could easy see his chest. Hipster blue jeans and flashy shoes, he's more than I can say, cool.
"Akira," I told him my name. What?? How could I easily say that?? I blamed myself for my stupid-idiotic respond.
"Nice, where are you heading to?" He smiled and put his cigarette.
"None of your business," I answered him coldly; considering him a strange one and somehow becoming pretty scared.
"Take me with you." He walked closer to me; I could feel the way he whispered at me just now.
"WHAT?!" I couldn't believe what I just heard for the moment. Take him with me?? What the hell?? Is he nuts?
"Why? Is it bothering you?" Of course! How could he easily ask me to do such a thing?
"Oh, well, perhaps I can find someone else," he smirked at me; he turned back and started to walk away. And that was totally ANNOYING!
I don't know what came into my mind but suddenly, but I felt like I need to grab his arm (Oh, please! I didn't do it intentionally, but I really did it in the end!)
"Come," I didn't really know what I need to say, and even if it was weird I still really didn't want to let him just go away, I released my hand quickly and began to walk before him, "I wanna buy some donuts, so you can accompany me," I said it, avoiding his face. Because I knew, I was blushing…
0oooo0
"Are they tasty?" He asked me after we bought the donuts. We were just walking closely to each other. My, do we look like a couple? No way!
"I'm not sure, but I like them," I answered coldly taking one step ahead but he still followed my pace. I kept speeding up my until he finally has let me to walk before him. I wasn't sure about what I've just done, but the only thing that filled my mind was what would my mom say when she know about this.
When I arrived, my mom was no longer in the living room with her cook book. Well, then she must be in the kitchen, her favorite place number two. I walked through the living room and our dining room entering the pantry. I saw that she was compiling few food spices and it seemed like she hasn't noticed me. I turned my head and saw that Ren has followed me to the kitchen.
"Here's the donuts, mom," I spoke softly, didn't want to surprise her pleasure. I laid down the bag with stuff on our pantry and don't know why but suddenly I started to feel very awkward.
"Oh, welcome back, honey," My mom greeted me as she noticed me and then somehow her sight turned staring at the person who calmly stood beside me, "Friend?" She asked.
"Um, uhk," Stuttered. Hey! I didn't know what to say.
"Yes, ma'am, I'm Ren, his college friend, just wanted to have a lil chit chat after a long time," What! This guy really took my line! He smiled at my mom and somehow she did look pleasant to accept Ren's words. Mom! Have you changed?!
"Oh, really? It seems that Aa-chan never introduce me with any of his friends, so glad that I finally am able to meet one of them," Hey, hey? How can you easily welcome him, mom? "Take your seat,"
"Thanks," Ren pulled one of chairs and composedly sat there without any words spoken.
"Well, honey. You should serve your guest then," My mom asked me pleasantly, "And yeah, since you are already here, mommy wants to go outside, well, I want to try this recipe," she pointed at her opened cook book, "Chicken deluxe with Pasta caramels sauce," She explained anxiously.
"Oh," I startled. Wait? Are you gonna leave me alone with this strange guy?
0oooo0
And, as I predicted for the next few hours, my mom left to the supermarket. Means, it was just me and Ren. God, what was all this about? Why didn't he just leave me alone? I started to feel so guilty for listening to his seducing words back then, wondering what makes him really enjoy being at my place, or perhaps staying with me?
"So, there are just the two of you?" He asked while looking around. We were in the living room, watching TV while eating the donuts, "Oh, it's delicious," He approved.
" Yep, me and mom," I answered him quickly.
"And now, it's only two of us," suddenly I felt so nervous. What did he mean two of us?
"It's obvious, since my mom went out," I got up from the coach intending to walk to the pantry, letting him alone.
"Well, don't you feel … a little scared?" He kept following me with his defiance question. Man, How long did he intend to interfere with my life?
"Scared? Of what?" I tried to keep myself calm but I couldn't hold it.
"Scared, that I might do something to you?" Oh, yeah, scared because you were simply considering me as your college friend when I didn't even know who you are. Suddenly he held my hands and pushed me against the wall, pressed me with his body and suddenly brought his face much closer to my own.
"Hey! What are you doing?!" I yelled at him nervously, struggled to free myself. Oh sh-t, what the heck is he doing? Damn! I'm totally scared now! I tried to push him, but gheez, he's tough!
He slowly rubbed my cheeks and placed his lips at my, oh-oh, no way! He kissed me. Sh-t, what! I closed my eyes and felt how he was twirling inside me. For god's sake, help me!
"Ahahahaha," Suddenly he removed his lips and let me off. He grinned looking like a demon b-tch evil. My, I couldn't stop to swear.
"You suck!" I was about to slap him but he was able to catch my hands and grabbed it tightly.
"You're the one who was careless, trusting a strange person like me," He countered teasingly and I felt so extremely insulted by his words!
"You!" I couldn't continue with my words. I felt so terribly hopeless; I really wanted to bury myself in the deepest hope at that time.
"Ah, well, I don't indent to do anything to you after all. Though I know, you were very hesitant back then but I could feel your desire," He chuckled. Man, this was irritating! I felt like I really wanted to kick him out of here!
"Yep, don't worry, I'll go," Like he could read my mind, he turned back, and started to walk leaving the pantry, calmly pacing toward the door.
"Hope you won't regret this day, cause you'll find it very hard to find me the next time," He smiled and just left me alone; I was trying to figure out what the hell have I just done.
"Hell, sh-t!!" I leaned against the wall, covering my eyes, feeling that I was losing all my strength. "Sh--t!"
To be continue—