When is never?

When will I pick the right choice?

I'm her shadow, my darkness her evils.

Why will I pick the right guy to trust?

He will come back to haunt me.

When will the hurt go away?

When will the fact I betrayed my friend disappear?

When will I ever trust myself again.

When.

When will he ever like me, instead of her.

I wish I knew a different answer.

But the one I'm given,

Is never.