Why must I betray myself so?

And betray you as I go

Each time I give in

I fall deeper in this sin

I crumple to pieces

Why must I be this?

I can't help but feel helpless

Loneliness creeping under my skin

Thoughts ridden with guilt

For the things that I've done

And though I'm not the only one

I feel all alone

If I could rewind

Clear it all from my mind

Take back the lies

Erase it all from my life

Make it all go away

I still pray you stay