It gets harder to get up each morning
It gets harder to move my feet
It gets harder to speak those words
It gets harder to even breathe
I don't know how much I can do this
I don't know how much more I can take
The pain is overwhelming me
The tears are making it hard to see
Soon I know I'll falter
Soon I know ill fall
Soon I know it will all be too much
Soon I won't get up at all
How do I deal with this?
How do I deal with loosing everything?
How do I deal with loosing you?
I'm screaming in my own head
I hate myself for what I did
I hate myself for how I feel
I hate myself for everything that happened
I hate myself for making my nightmare real
I wish you'd come back
I wish you'd understand
I wish you weren't so mad
I wish you would just talk to me
It is so hard living without you now
Its so hard being alone
Its so hard living with what I did
Its so hard having no one to understand
Its just become too hard right now.