I had just learned to accept

That we were officially done,

When you suddenly told me

You were sorry you had been gone.

You had said that you hated me,

And you say you still do,

But you say you have forgiven me,

Why can't you tell the truth?

You were hoping things would be normal

As if nothing had ever happened,

But I just can't do that;

Too much time has been passing.

I still don't know if I should

Let you back into my heart.

Maybe some day I could,

If it won't be doomed from the start.