I try to hide the emotion

I try to tune out everything around me

I try to pretend I never cared for you

Just like you obviously never cared for me

I try to make things better

I try to pretend it didn't mean anything

I try to wash away all the pain

By thinking that it all meant nothing

I try to get your face to stop haunting me

I try to stop waiting for your call

I try so hard to sleep at night

But all I do is stare blankly at the wall

I try to not stare into space

I try to stop looking back to see

I try to forget that face,

The one that was once so eager to please

I try to continue my day

I try to be completely unaware

I try to live my life

As if you were never even there