I havent cried in so long.

Now tears cloud my eyes.

I remember the feeling of

droplets on my cheeks and nose.

I remember the feeling of

sobs shaking my shoulders.

Damned love

wasn't enough for tears,

but this is.

I've been so stupid.

Caught up in "He loves me not"

I forgot.

This has been happening, and I didnt care

didnt pay enough attention to anything

except myself.

Youve loved me all along.

Now you are dying.

I can't reach you.

I can't stop this death.

I can't save your life.

I'm scared.

I thought you were getting better.

What the hell happened?

Please dont die.

Dont make me cry

anymore!