I
saw
her
die.

Worse yet,
I
let
her
die.

My best friend.

My savior.

I was mad when I fell asleep
something so stupid,
that I couldn't even explain.

A matter of privacy,
something so fucking dumb.

And in my dreams,
she was gone.

I woke up,
pondered what it would be like.

Where would the notebook go,
who would I talk to instead of fight?

What felt like days later,
I finally realized:
it was just a dream.

Casi's all right.

a/n: So far…
I've seen my mom die.
I've seen Devon die.
I've seen Casi die.
Who's next?
Janelle, Keygan?
Pockets?
Why are my dreams killing the ones I love the most?
Will it be my brother?
My dad?
…Or will it be me?