Spark the match
Burn yourself alive
Though you're still alive
Check the pulse
Still here
But do you really want that?
A Child's other life
Happy with everyone around
But he left you behind
You shrugged
They made you forget about it
Close your eyes
Be mute and blind
They took you away too
But somewhere else
Never really had it
Alone that year.
Nothing felt right
But what really does?
Fade to the background
Watch the happy faces walk pass you
How they taunt you
Do I care?
I try not to
There has to be more then this
Moving on
Sadly seeing nothing ever changes
Cutting through
Blink
Acting like a mannequin on the floor
Drooped head
Cold, dark eyes
Metamorphosis
Be something I despise
What I use to be
Gone forever
Don't think I can go back
That me disappeared
Why does this feel so torturous?
Push them away.
Could this be dangerous?
Withdraw from touch
Held in the emotion you didn't want
Why did she have to leave me behind?
She was the only one who really cared.
Everything fell apart after she went away
Hit hard, in despair
The world never stopped for her
Never felt this way
So much pain
Deeply hurt
Withdraw from caring
Withdraw from it all
Just let me stay broken
Keep falling
No solid ground below me
Free falling
Hold back
Holding myself
From feeling this and that
The machine
Running on rage
Liking these rusted, stained metal
Safe in my cage
Protected from the world
But how will I protect me from myself
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm the one who hurts myself the most
Lost my soul in the process