Just Go Already

I'm sitting on the bed
Staring at the screen
Squandering my time on thoughts I don't need
Digging through my head
Trying not to feed
All the stupid things that keep me failing
At leaving

And I'm not quite sure if I'm ready
And I'm not quite sure where I'm heading
But I know this is not my best
And I know this is not a test
So I'm ready to go

I know this is not where I belong
This is nothing less than wrong
I want to be alive
Even if it puts me to death
So I'm ready to go

I put my peace of mind behind me
I'm through with standing around in line
These walls don't make me
These walls don't make me

Won't let this empty life define me
I can't do this candidly gawking blindly
These walls won't break me
I feel them breaking

And I know this is not my best
And yes I'm well aware this is not a test
I'm ready to go