Cold

my heart.

is aching.

I feel as though i'm on fire

but I can't feel it burning me.

I'm cold...

so cold.

so FUCKING cold.

My eyes are blurry with tears

I should be used to this by now.

I should've known...

that fairytales don't come true.

I couldn't help but wish on stars

I couldn't help but fall in love

I couldn't help but to hold on

I didn't believe...

in the begining...

I didn't believe.

He did.

I didn't.

And here I am ...

the one believing...

believing.

he doesn't.

Doesn't believe anymore.

Am I a virus?

That causes death to faith?

What happened to believing?

What happened?

I try to breath...

but I can't seem to get enough air.

Sure...

I'll go on living.

Numb inside...

I wish he could believe.

But you can't force someone to love you.

You can't force someone to trust

or to care

or to try

or to believe.

believe...

What does believe mean?

Believe: to have confidence in the truth, the existence, or the reliability of something, although without absolute proof that one is right in doing so: Only if one believes in something can one act purposefully. ()

I'm just a girl who loved a boy...

I'm just a girl who wants to believe that he will believe.