1Trapped

Trapped alone in a cold box

isolated to the end of the world

freezing, shivering, suffering

no kindness here

Trapped under

where evil lurks

not an ounce of good

thieving goblins

treacherous elves

cold-blooded fays

cackling witches

inhuman creatures

with no mercy

none at all

all have one thing in common

their thirst for misery and blood

Trapped in a place

where all is strange

this is not suppose to be home

it is not warm

no laughter

no joy

just anguish and hate

creatures of the dark

feeding on pain of others

entertained by torturing

the weak and innocent

smiling devilishly as

going through victim to victim

one by one

screams of terror

echo through the nights

Trapped where

there is no light

no daytime

no sun

the sky is not blue

it is red for blood being split

Trapped in this wicked world

this is my home

where the make-believe monsters are real

they lurk silently

hunting their prey

snatching their toys

playing with them cruelly

Trapped Forever

I cling to myself

ignoring the screams and sadistic laughter

Pure Bliss

Living in sky

able to fly so high

wings of pure white

not a worry in sight

Sleeping on clouds

soft as a silk

thin as a feather

dreaming has never seen so nice

Playing without a care

chasing friends with such joy

always showing a carefree smile

much to others' delight

Flipping in the air

doing cartwheels and tumbling

with no hands

Fluidly moving with the wind

Living in the sky is pure bliss

my wings are handsomely beautiful

never having to experience loneliness, hatred, or envy

only feeling merry and content

the breeze gently blowing my face

This Is Pure Bliss

The Friendly Stranger

Me and mommy

went to the airport today

going to go to grand pappy and granndma's house

I never been here before

while walking in the huge place

I was amazed at the big airplanes

mommy was holding my hand

pulling me close to her

suddenly a huge bunches of tall grownups

came out of nowhere

pushing mommy away

and me farther away from her

when the big grownups were gone

I saw that mommy wasn't holding my hand anymore

I felt really sad and alone

Mommy! Mommy! Sniff M-om Sniff my

I cried a lot.

I saw a man come up to me

what's wrong little one?

the man looked like he can find mommy

so I told him

I can't find mommy

The man wiped my tears

it's ok little one, stop crying. do you want to see a magic trick?

I really like magic tricks

so I nodded

curious what he'll do

I saw him put his empty hand behind me

then a second later

he pulled out

A HUGE lollipop

my favorite candy

I clapped my hands excitingly

thanking him and laughing

forgetting that I was sad

there you go. do you feel better?

I nod again

then I heard mommy calling to me.

Sweetie!! I am so sorry. Are you ok? Are you hurt?

I told mommy I was fine and licked my lollipop

Where did you get that lollipop from?

I told her that got from the nice man

and pointed to where he was

But he was gone

Dreaming

I dream to be a hero

I dream to be a doctor

I dream to be a police person

I dream to be a firefighter

I dream to be a teacher

I dream to be an artist

I dream to be an inventor

I dream to be a photographer

I dream to be a designer

I dream to be a leader

I dream to be a painter

I dream to be a lawyer

I dream to be a chef

I dream to be a baker

I dream to be a writer

I dream to be a scientist.

I dream to end world hunger

I dream to end war

I dream to end violence

I dream to end global warming

I dream to end killing

I dream to end poverty

I dream to end pollution

I dream to end racism

I dream to end discrimination

I dream to end all that is bad

I dream to cure cancer

I dream to cure diseases

I dream to cure the sick

I dream to cure people's souls

In my dreams,

I can do anything and be

who I want to be

And not be judged

Happily Ever After

There's always

a prince charming

and a damsel in distress

in happily ever after fairy tales

The princess gets kidnaped

locked in a tower

guarded by a huge dragon

and awaits for her prince to save her

The prince mounts on his horse

somehow find the girl's location

fight the dragon and slay him/her

in a matter of minutes

with no injuries

Seeming like

it was all rehearsed

Prince charming runs up the tower

carries the princess

and ride into the sunset

on top of a hill

promising one another

the vow of marriage

and end with a short

sweet kiss

Is this really the happily ever after

or is just made up

for little children

did prince charming and damsel in distress

ever live happy together

did they have a happy marriage

did they truly love each other

what doess happily ever after really mean

First Snow

The first snow of the year

on a winter day

usually in December

the sky drops

a white substance

a white so pure

like the wings of an angel

gently flows down to the ground

Lighter than a feather

smaller than peas

delicate like a newborn child

it covers the ground

turning our world

into a pure clean state

the earth sleeps

the snow covering it

like a silken blanket

The first snow

the gift from the heavens

during the winter

allowing the world to rest in short

sweet bliss

The first snow thought to have been

feathers that

fallen off of actual angel wings

is it true

is that why

the first snow is so pure

The First Snow

the purest of them all

My Guardian Angel

There's always someone I can count on

he's there when ever I need him

he's there when I'm sick or weak

he's there when I'm down

he's there when I cry

he's there when I need motivation

he's always with me

He's my best friend, a father figure, a conscience

I confide in him, telling him all of my secrets and doubts

I trust him with my life

he guides me along in life

he taught me to love, trust, how to be nice,

and never to judge

he gave me lots of memories

that I'll never forget and shall treasure

forever

He is my everything

My Guardian Angel

Admitting

Why is so hard

why is it so difficult to do

I dropped many hints

to give this away

Are you really that dense

why do you make it so hard to do

is it that hard for you

to open your eyes

and see what has been right under your nose

the whole time

You make me so mad

or really sad

you make me feel jealous

when you put your arms

around someone else

when you just smile at me

you turn me into puddle

in your hands

you make me happy

when you talk to me

you make me lonely

when you ignore me

When I'm in the same room as you

my heart races

six time faster

than normally

I blush scarlet red

when you turn my way

I stutter when I look

into your eyes

Can't you see that I like you

this whole time

Can't you feel the same way

and like me too

why is it so hard

to admit this

is it because

you don't like me

in that way

The Future

Thinking of the future

makes me feel nervous

scared and possibly

even excited

What will I look in the future

will I be taller

will I still have short hair

will I still look like me

What will I doing in the future

will I be an environmentalist

like I wanted to be

or will I have taken a different path

Will I still have my friends that I have today

will they still remember me

will I still remember them

will I make new friends

or would I stay in my shell

instead

What will become the world in the future

will the gas prices be way up

will global warming be prevented

will the ozone layer break

will we ever solve our global affairs

Thinking about the future is nerve wracking,

frightening

making me giddy

the future is still an adventure

yet to be traveled

only time will tell

The Past

Many times

I wish to go back to the pass

where I was younger

I missed taking those kindergarten naps

playing with blocks

my old childhood friends

my old teachers

all those fun memories that

are almost nearly

faded away

Past memories of field trips

certain days of school

and funny

but embarrassing moments

I miss those days

where I played with my friends

without a care in the world

those days where I always played make believe

The good times of playing hide-and-go-seek

hiding under the sink

in cabinets

and small spaces

that I can't even dare to go in anymore

Playing tag with my cousins

laughing through the whole thing

spinning around in circles

giggling when we saw

doubles

triples

quadruples

of everything

The good old days

filed with so much fun

and laughter

my childhood

full of mischief

All are left are vague memories

of the past

that passed

long ago

Move On

Here I am

once again

I can't seem

to move on

and get on with life

It hurts so much that you're

not here anymore

never physically by my side

I cry every night

because I miss you so much

I know that holding on is pathetic

I know that if you're here now

that you would say that I should

move on in my life

I remember that you once said that

even if someone you cared about

passed away

they're not gone

they're in you heart and

in spirit

is that the truth

I still love you

and you always my a piece of my heart

after this visit...

...I'll move on

not just for you

but for me too

you wanted me to keep living

right...

that was our final promise to each other

to keep on living

I will not cry anymore

I will live my life

to its full extent

I'll do my best

Good-bye

I guess it's time

to finally move on...