People are so proud

Proud of what I have done

Proud of my independence

Proud of my determination

Proud of the ethics

A Blessing?

No a curse

I am left out from the rest

I am forced to make my own way in the world

Forced to be my own best friend

Forced to be frowned upon for who I am

Forced to be uncomfortable around others

My price I paid for my praise

I paid the price of acceptance

I paid that price and now

I paid away my happiness

Blessings are curses

Curses can be blessings

Is it true?

Is it possible?

Will I find my way in this world?

Will I find my place?