it's so easy for you to get me

down

so easy to make me go

from beaming

to bored to

brooding

your one call can make me

laugh

make me high

make me grin like a crazy person drugged on the simplest thing & then it's all

downhill

am I really that dependent on your mood your caprice your ignorance

wanna be my own person, learn loving loneliness again

I guess I'll just have to forget

your features

your fingers

your face

& just be

me