A/N: Some people said that it was kind of confusing.. sorry if it confused you, also tell me how to make it better :)

This was inspired from the song "The Reason" by Hoobastank

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"I found a reason for me"

"I found a reason for me, to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new, and the reason is you."

I listened to that song in my Ipod over and over again thinking of what could have happened, what we would have if he loved me the same way I did. We can never be, I always wish that us being together was inevitable, like fairytales. I guess nobody ever does have their happy ending. I thought about what he said to me a few days ago. "Pain is inevitable, misery is a choice" I could've just moved on when I found out he had a girlfriend but I thought I had a chance. I should've moved on but now I have to face the misery that I could have avoided a few years ago.

"I love you."

I murmured softly turning away from his shocked face. I was waiting for the response but he just ran away. I fell down to my knees crying my eyes out wishing that I would die in the park. I guess that if I just ran away from here I would forget everything. So I started running, I ran until my lungs hurt and my face started to numb from the cold but I didn't care. I don't care if I fall, I don't care if my family is worried sick that I ran away but I know it's for the best.

Standing by the same park, I wonder if what I did was right. Running away for just a boy was not a rational reason to just disappear but he wasn't just any boy. I fell in love with him the first time I saw him, I kept waiting and waiting for him to fall in love with me or even take notice but I got tired of waiting. I got tired of being the friend and told him.

It started raining when I arrived at the local restaurant. The server came and sat me at the farthest corner of the diner and gave me a menu. She smiled at me, but her smile was a smile of sympathy. I quickly looked away and she left. I decided on a hot cup of cocoa and told the server but before she went to get my cocoa she sat down on the chair that is facing me.

"I know" she said

"sure" I said looking away.

"It happened to me too but guess what I'm happily married to the love of my life. When the people we love the most leaves us, it doesn't mean that our life is over. It just means that something better would come for us, someone who you would love and would love you back with the same intensity."

I started crying and the server got up and went to help other customers. I thought about what she said then. What if nobody would find me? What if I end up alone?

After drinking my hot cocoa at the diner I went back to my house. I unlocked the door using the spare key under the rock just outside the porch and I ran upstairs to my room. Since nobody was home, the house was silent. I sat on the edge of my bed and started to cry. I want to cry and cry until the pain in my chest disappears but I know that it's not possible. So I unconsciously start to pack my things. Things that I would need if I ran away, I went to my parent's room and unlocked their hidden safe and took some money that could last me a few weeks. I then went downstairs and got the paper that my mom uses for shopping lists and a pen that I packed in my bag.

Mom. Dad. ,

Don't worry about me. Please don't look for me. I'll be back, as soon as possible. I'm sorry.

I love you.

I went to a bus station and bought my ticket to a place that I know can help me renew my life. I sit on the bus stop and wait.

Suddenly two warm hands hug me from behind and I lean back to his shoulder. I don't regret running away because if I did I never would have found the man of my dreams, the man who loves me for me. I guess that when they say that you would someday find your love it is true because I found him. He helped me heal my broken heart and helped me move on.

A man suddenly sat beside me and I look at him. He looks at me and sees my tear stained face and I look away. I start to cry even when I know he is looking at me. Then he did something that I didn't expect. He put his arm over my shoulder and leaned my head to his shoulder. He then whispers to me "it's ok" over and over again. I was about to push him away but I found comfort in his arms. I felt like him holding me was right so I let him hold me while misery had me, but I knew then and there that he would become someone special in my life.

He leans into my ear and whispers "I love you". I look at him and smile "I love you too"