Mistaken Friendship

Mistaken Friendship

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I talked to you,

Straight forward yesterday,

I looked you in the eyes,

Asked you if we were friends,

And if you'd talk to me again,

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I was just so sick of you ignoring me,

You responded that you weren't sure,

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And the idiot I am,

Took that as a good enough answer,

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Now that I look back on it,

That wasn't acceptable,

What did I do to you?

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I know,

I know that I made a mistake,

But it doesn't give you the right,

The right to be so cold,

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I welcomed you when you needed me,

Now where are you?

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I asked you to help me,

And you said I should have done,

That a long time ago,

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Done what?

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I don't understand you anymore,

How could you just blow me off?

…Just like that?

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Like it was nothing,

Like I was nothing,

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I've tried so hard to get you to be,

My friend again,

But when I try,

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I fall again,

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You're not catching me this time,

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You're not here for me anymore,

So why should I even try any longer?

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Maybe because I'm so lonely,

Maybe because I want to set this straight,

Maybe because I want to feel better,

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Better about things that,

You'll never understand anymore,

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I was wrong,

As I always am,

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And you were right,

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But I haven't guessed if you've always been,

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And I'm trying to make it right again,

And you're not accepting me,

Anymore,

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Is this my punishment?

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It should be over already,

Why do you want to add to this?

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You know how I am,

…or do you?

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Are you pretending,

…or ignoring?

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Did you really care in the first place?

Were you really my friend?

Was I just imagining it?

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Maybe I just took you for granted,

But, didn't you, too?

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Friends don't last forever,

But, this friendship was short lived,

And I'm running out of them,

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I don't know why,

I know it's me,

But what am I doing wrong?

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Can you tell me?

Tell me what I'm doing wrong?

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So I can try to make it right?

Right for the next potential person?

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I feel it's the least you could do,

After all that you've put me through,

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I don't have the heart,

To get out of my seat,

To do the other choice,

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Because that means,

That I'll be sitting alone,

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(Aren't I already?

I want to make this work!)

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I don't know what I would rather do,

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But, I wished this never happened,

Ended up like this,

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I've tried so hard,

And you don't answer,

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I guess it's over,

You've made that quite clear,

I'm getting your message here,

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I'm getting your message here.