i'd say this to your face, but that would require seeing you. sitting with you. i'd never live through it.
1.23.09

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU...?
WHAT HORRID, TERRIBLE, SHITTY THING HAVE I SAID -
HAVE I DONE -
THAT HAS CAUSED YOU TO SPEAK TO ME -
TREAT ME -
THE WAY THAT YOU DO?

(and at this point i imagine you'd just
order another drink and ignore me just like you always do whenever
i talk about something serious, something
you don't feel like explaining. because yet again, you've
left your excuses backstage along with all your
cues to apologize.)