You were gold,

You were gold,
While I was merely silver,
You held my hand,
And I could only shiver,
The nights were forever,
But forever wasn't enough,
I couldn't get enough of you.

But you moved on,
And now, my poisons kill me,
You're just fine,
My own health's in the deep end,
And all that you do is play.

Are you stupid?
Why can't you see,
You are the only one that I need?
The only one that can make me breathe.

Without you, it's so hard to even exist,
Even though I know that what we had was a dream-like bliss,
So, what am I supposed to do?
I am still in love with you.

So, let's face it,
And just burn my life away,
I can't live without you,
Cannot live without you,
Feel my heart now,
It beats only for you,
Only beats for you.

What to do while I'm dying in my bed now?
I'm afraid to sleep,
I'm afraid to see your face in my dreams,
There's another option out,
If I had you, this wouldn't be happening.

So, let's face it,
I cannot live without you,
I'm still in love,
God, so hopelessly in love,
And it's all in your eyes,
Making me cry,
And I just bleed it out,
Just bleed it all out.

I could never say good-bye.