When
i look into his eyes, i get a little piece of Heaven,
But only for
a moment,
When i look into his eyes, i get a little piece of
Hell,
And it seems like eternity.
Torture takes it
place,
In the form of a blade,
And it's all i can do to not
think of you,
Oh, not think of you,
And it kills me more each
day.
When i look into his eyes, i actually start praying,
A
habit i've dismissed,
And when i lay with you at night,
It's
like i'm star gazing in the sky,
But i can't find my horoscope
even if it's right inside my eyes.
So darling, if when you
touch me with your lips,
And it takes me seconds to respond,
It's
because i have to find myself,
As i wear my grotesque
disguise.
Because when i look into his eyes,
I drown in all
the memories,
Of things that are passing by.
And when i
look into his eyes,
It's all i can do to realize,
What you give
to me.
And god, i'm so fucking sorry,
For this torture i'm
doing to you,
And, god, i'm just so sorry,
For this Hell i must
be putting you through.
I love you,
And i could lose it all
if i'm not careful,
When i decide, decide,
What to make of this
life.
Break me down,
Knock me out,
Take me away
again.
God, please,
Break me down,
Knock me out,
I
know what's right,
I swear god, i know what's right.
But
his eyes,
In his eyes,
I see a life i may never be offered
again.